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and now i say goodbyenow i speek my final say now i can say my last goodbyes now that your gone i can say everything before i die now i can cry without you thinking im weak now i can pray with out you saying religion is for freaks now i no that you were wrong now i no that emily is right now nothing inside can keep me aliveand now i say goodbye
now i have lost my will to live and now...i have said my last say and now i have said my last goodbyes
by ~kkyler
i used to...its beautiful...just like it should be its alive...breathing its crying...it ha the right to bei used to...
i beileved in him i prayed to him i said that he was real and i said that i loved him i said he was there when i had nobody else to turn to
he is almighty he is never ending he is just he is god (supposedly)
now i NO im alone now i NO i was lyed to now i NO he wasnt ever real now i NO that everything i fought for was a lie now i NO it ok to give up now...i can die
by ~kkyler
sitting in the dark...i sit on my bed all alone...in the dark i stay in the dark this way nobody nobody can see see the red splotches on my face... on my face... i wanted to hide hide forever but then i saw you and wanted to tell tell you everything but you are to goodsitting in the dark...
too good for me i am but a sloth you are perfict in
in every way possible so here i lie broken and alone alone without you sitting alone in the dark all alone in the dark so you cant see the red splotches
splotches on my face, from my tears
by ~kkyler
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time is changingsitting in my car i see kids crying... moms not looking... child snatched up and taken awaytime is changing
i go to eat i see parents all worried because they looked away for 5 min and now there child is missing
i look down from my window and see a teenager
being raped in an alley
...only 15...
walking down the street i see a teenage boy doesnt no what he is doing
but...he has a gun...where is he going?
i move away from this i want to have a child but dont want them to grow up in that why cant it be like before... &
by ~just-once-more
screaminghave you ever screamedscreaming
as loud as you can for help and no one stops or gives you a second glace i have, i feel like ive been screaming for as long as i can remember and i cant scream anymore my voice gave out my throat is numb or have i just gotten used to the pain i try to regain my strength so i can scream for help again but no matter how hard i try
i cant get anything to come out i cant move, i cant scream i cant even cry for help i want family
i wish i had the one i never got the family that would listen to my screams my pl
by ~just-once-more
this imperfecti fall down, and i get back up i wipe off my pants and look up i changed my clothes and go to bed just to wake up and do it again i get up in the mornings and look atthis imperfect
what i call me...its not that great but its me i put on my make up and brush my hair
put on my mask and and go outside the sun so bright i feel like im melting away i break down in tears and say
"ok world, you win nothing is ok!" a man passes by walking his dog
he stops and stare at me like everybody else
a mother and her child sit by me at the movies the mom whispers something in her baby g
by ~just-once-more
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i have missed you so much since you and mom moved back to australia...i need to get your im again...and since the move i have had this strange dream...i put it on here but blocked it for 18+ so you cant see it...but its about that dream with the black hole and the old man..it gets worse every time...anyway ily ttyl?
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